i'm back and i'm BLACK ! bhahahaha :D  i've spent days under the sun and i'm totally in love with my new skin colour . not kidding ! i'm really excited on being darker . i don't know why but now , when i'm darker , i felt great ! haha wierd me . everyone else seems to be suffering for being dark but i just LOVE it ! 

actually i represented my school for volleyball . it was great ! and we won 3rd place haha :D not bad for a novice huh ? well this year is the first year i'm involving in volleyball and i'll always carve those precious moments in my heart ! because it was unforgettable and priceless to buy anywhere else . sometimes when i started to think again about it , i'll even laugh to myself :D our jersey for volley was superb ! Line7 guys ! hahahaha kinda show off huh :P my jersey number is 13 ! jyeaaahhh i chose 13 because it's my birthday :D

ohmygoddd ! i missed volley so much ! i missed my team ! i missed everything ! this year's team was the best team ever ! thanks guys for making my life so meaningful :D so many things happened that made me longed for those moments to replay . for almost 3 years we've been together , same batch , we've never been so close with the boys or even with the girls . we've never been so united which made my tears fall whenever i started to think about it . if i were to write everything in this post , you , readers , can never imagine how long it would be haha . but one thing that i'm really-really touched :

i never thought that at semi final , the girls team can't be there to cheer and support the boys . when i got the message for cikgu isni , i cried so hard , other girls also cried . we begged to cikgu isni but she ignored us . we called ustzh ema , but she did nothing . we tried to talk to HEK and he didn't even gave us the chance to talk or even explain . many of us suffered that night just to go to your game , boys . the thing that really touched me was i could see in you guys' eyes how much you needed us to be there , and how disappointed you were when you know we're not there . the teachers may not understand but i now know how special the bond between us :")

boys : you melted our hearts , you woke us up to see who you guys really are , you opened our eyes to realize how beautiful your hearts are , you showed us how important you guys are to us and how valuable we are to you too :') some of us cried so hard for all of you just because we can't be there to support you at semi final , some of us were heart broken just because the teachers didn't allow us to be there for you , some of us were scolded so bad just because we pleaded to be given permission to be together with you at semi final . so we hope , that you guys could see how much we care for you , how much we would sacrifice just to show that we will always be supporting you . we love you guys :")