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Friday, December 30, 2011 @ 2:18 AM
i am so happy today . for the last few days , i've been praying and praying that he would forgive me , and i'm so grateful that Allah granted my prayers . everyone needs friends , even one single friend is enough to make our life meaningful . so sometimes , a friend can be so important , so vital that we cannot live our life without them . most of us have circles of friends but usually there are some of them that we're more comfortable with , which makes them the best of all , or best friends . wait a second ! i think i'm starting to sound like an online dictionary =.= okkaaaayyyy , so back to the point . we are just humans , so we are always occupied with imperfections . nobody in this whole world is perfect , NOBODY ! so we tend to make mistakes to everybody around us , even to our best friends right ? we will make mistakes to them and they will do so to us regardless if we meant it or accidentally did it . friendship is a kind of relationship that has a special bond between a person and another which is actually far more significant than a serious relationship . especially for teens like me . we are still young , so as we live our life , the person that we think is our MR. or MRS. RIGHT may come and go , but friends are always behind us . however , it can also be broken in a matter of seconds . therefore , it actually depends on ourselves . try and ask yourself whether you're a good friend or not . so are you ? truthfully , if i were to answer the question , my answer is no . i think i'm not a good friend because i always hurt my friends' feelings but it's actually a thing that i cannot run away from , a thing that everybody cannot run away from . so what is a good friend ? and how good will a good friend be ? can you answer the question ? i can't . but from my perspective , again it rely upon ourselves , our hearts . are we loyal , trustworthy , sincere and the most important is , are we forgiving ? but not all the friends that we have are actually our friends . know what i mean ? and sometimes its also hard to forgive , but are you going to hate or willing to lose a friend that you treasure just because of one mistake that seems so hurtful and hatred in return seems so sensible at a time ? so i'll leave the question for you to answer yourself .

lastly , i want to apologize to you readers , if i've ever made a mistake to you . i'm not apologizing just for the sake of PMR next year , if some might think that way , but in fact it comes truly from my heart because to me being forgiven is a blessing . wait ! one more thing :
to the person who is so-called my best buddy , i know we've unfriend each other for a few days , and i want to tell you that 2012 is just days ahead and i don't want to face a new year with you still mad at me because you're one of the most important person in my life . so thank you for forgiving me okayy ? and so i hope , you will always forgive me in the future , as i am still learning on becoming a good friend .