at my wit's end ,
Sunday, December 25, 2011 @ 9:50 AM
hhmmmmpp im bored . i don't know what to do even though i have lots of work to do in my homework list . everyone hates to do their homework right ? so am i ! the thing is that school is about to open so , i guess there's no way i can run from it then . uhhhh , the burden on my shoulder is weighing down more than ever because from all the homework that i have , i've just done 10% of it . oh God ! how can i finish it within 10 days ?!well i guess its my own fault . . i procrastinate a lot . you know as wise man always say :
PROCRASTINATION IS THE THIEF OF TIME !
yeaahhh ! they surely are but to me its the teacher's fault too ! why are they so mean and give their students so much of homework ? they are heartless ! HAHA :D some part of me says that i really really want to go back to school but you know what holds me back ? THE HOMEWORK ! everyday i've been lectured by my parents and what causes them to waste their saliva on me ? THE HOMEWORK ! some nights , i have trouble sleeping and why is that ? because i was thinking about my untouched HOMEWORK ! how can they not realize how much homework troubles a person ? hhmmmppp =.=
and there is this one thing that keeps my head spinning for answers . .
i got this one friend which i treasure so much . we've known each other almost 6/7 years now and that person is very close to me . but then , suddenly , that person said something that puzzled me and i can't help myself thinking about it .
that person : " sombong doh kau sekarang

"
me : " ape laakkk ? , asl aku sombong ? "
that person : " betul ah "
me : " asl kau kte aku sombong lak ? "
that person : " betul lah ! "
me : " but why ? "
that person : " kau tak layan aku :9 "
me : " bile aku x lyn kau ? "
that person : " setiap masa "
me : " mane ade stiap mase , heyy , bile kau online aku lyn kau enn ? "
that person : " TAK "
that is so wierd . as far as i know , i usually chat with "that person" whenever "that person" is onlining . so i don't know why "that person" said that i'm "sombong" . when i was onlining just now , i saw "that person" was available for chat so i accost "that person" but "that person" didn't reply and offlined . i was sad actually . okaayy , maybe i've done something wrong without realizing it or maybe i've ignored "that person" without my consciousness . so , if you're reading this , my friend , i just want to say that i'm sorry okaayyy ? it's really from my heart , just so you know . i know some nights you waited for me to online and i kept giving you excuses like these :
- my father is using the computer
- my brother is using the computer
- i'll be onlining a bit late today
well , it's actually the truth you know ? i just have one computer at home and its for the whole family . i cannot just keep the computer all to myself . . and moreover its actually my father's . so i hope you'll understand , and lepas nehh aku x kn jadi budak sombong dah okayy ? i'll try my best tokk layan kau okayy ? :D
sorry kayyy buddy :)