i don't know why everything seemed very perfect and today is a day where i feel i belong in this world. i got two tuition classes today and unexpectedly both were incredibly fun ! my morning class was splendid and so was my evening class which was History lesson . at first glance , i thought the teacher would be such a grouchy one but it turns out to be my best History lesson ever ! he was humorous and i can't stop laughing . and i really like him teaching that kind of way . you know , History is a very boring and deep subject which will need our time to read it , understand it , and remember it with all the uncountable facts and sometimes its hard to take in so much of those things especially when we're so damn sleepy because of the tedious teacher or just simply because we actually hate the subject . but he made it looked like it was very simple and easy to understand and to remember . if i could choose a teacher to teach me History , it would definitely be him :)

now , talking about friends . . well its good to have friends around you when you always spend your so-called valuable time locked up in your house ALONE like i do . but of course im not locked up because i've been tortured and abused or something like all the horrific true stories Mary Higgins Clark used to write in her novels but its just that im not the kind of person who gains much freedom to hangout with my friends, if you know what i mean . . if i were to sneak out and go out with friends my father will find me and strangle me to death *.*

thats why i really miss my school ! i miss my friends ! i miss being free where no one would tell me what to do ! maybe many of you think that school is a living hell and i know its really true but having a life as boring as i have would make the living hell a better place to live in . i miss my FREEDOM ! 

well im not saying that i hate my life in fact im loving it but all of us wants to be free right ? we're still young so we got live our life the hell out of it , some would say . but you know , Pros and Cons are everywhere when your parents are around . unleashing your wilderness under your father's nose is just like digging your own grave or setting your own fire to burn yourself to ashes. and i miss my sister . she's studying in UK and will stay there for another 4 years i guess . GOD , all this while , the key of my freedom is in my sister's hands because she was the one who always takes my hand and saves me from drowning in the sea of boredom where my father is the Poseidon . kayyy thats enough. . im starting to be very, very, VERY fictional . ye la kan sampai cikgu english aku comment dlm report 2011 aku , "Perlu lebih banyak membaca penulisan yang kurang cenderung ke arah keganasan kerana ia mempengaruhi penulisan" and so i know but what's with the "KEGANASAN" thing ? heyy i did not write about hardcore, or grotesque killings in my essays ! well , i actually wrote one and just ONE . but its for NIE article so i just wrote what i thought would be interesting .. hmmpp , i don't know what got into the teacher until she wrote that in my report but who cares . . so whatever i'll just burn it so my parents wouldn't have it :)

that's all for today :) kaybye