i live my life the way i am . sometimes it doesn't turn out the way i want it to be because not all the things we want , we'll get . and not all the things we don't want , we don't get . as time passes by , maybe we'll forget things and new experiences will take place in our hearts but must we always remember that we are the Mayor of our own life . draw it well , make it beautiful because life provides chances for us to make ourselves a better person with better future :]
i am what i am now as i was what i was then ,.
it's me, not you
i kept saying to myself that it's okay not to be perfect.
the future belong to anyone who believes in their dreams , Eleanor Rosevelt
baby,leave me a trace
i want to be a superstarr of my unending dreamworld :]
MOMMY, IM SO SORRY ! :[ Monday, December 19, 2011 @ 9:02 AM
I've done such a horrible thing today. I've been such a terrible, terrible, TERRIBLE DAUGHTER ! oh God, how much i wished that i could turn it all around . . you must be wondering what this is all about right ? well, act my mum has this christmas event going on at her office 3 days to come. so, she had to buy a gift to put under the christmas tree . so, just now we went to Giant and bought a beautiful "FAMILY" frame. yeah, i know it seems a bit lame to buy frames as presents but i think i suits for an old man because the present is meant for her boss which is about 60++ . Then, as we got home my mom asked me for a sticky card because she forgot to buy it and fortunately i didn't have one but i got some tags so i was really trying to be helpful but i didn't know that it would turn out to be disasterous . . i was writing her boss's name on the tag and suddenly my handwriting went prettyUGLY so i tried to cover it by using a marker instead of a pen. then, i used fabercastle "tack-it" to stick the tag onto the present. so as i was sticking the tag with my thumbs, i guessed i overdone it and suddenly i heard this sharp CRACK ! my heart skipped a beat and i was like 'Oh My God what have i done !' . it was broken ! i had the thought of just ignore it so my mom wouldn't know but how can i let my mom give a broken present to her boss ? i mean her BOSS! what would her boss think of her then ? huh- so i just told the truth to my mom . when i opened the wrapping paper and showed to my mother the broken glass of the frame i can see it in her face . it was so pure, so disappointed in me :[ i felt so guilty and so regretful but i tried to hide it by making 'yes i did it but its not a big deal' kind of look . i felt stupid for doing that because it WAS a big deal. the frame was costly and i broke it within one hour and all her money was wasted . now she needs to spend more money to buy another one . . Mommy, im sorry i didn't meant to broke the present. i know my apologizes wont fix them back but i really really regretted it . .
