i live my life the way i am . sometimes it doesn't turn out the way i want it to be because not all the things we want , we'll get . and not all the things we don't want , we don't get . as time passes by , maybe we'll forget things and new experiences will take place in our hearts but must we always remember that we are the Mayor of our own life . draw it well , make it beautiful because life provides chances for us to make ourselves a better person with better future :]
i am what i am now as i was what i was then ,.
it's me, not you
i kept saying to myself that it's okay not to be perfect.
the future belong to anyone who believes in their dreams , Eleanor Rosevelt
baby,leave me a trace
i want to be a superstarr of my unending dreamworld :]
well , that's kind of situation that i'm having right now with my homework but heyy i've made some progress !i know it's still a L-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-N-N-G-G-G way to go but it's better than doing nothing of it right ? enough of the boring stuff , today is such a boring and frustrating day . my parents kept on lecturing me about pmr . i know next year will be a BIG year for me , yeaahhhh im aware of that okayy ? im aware of that since i'm still in your womb kayy , mommy . i know you want me to study hard and do my best in my exams so that i can have a better life in the future , but the thing is , you've been doing that EVERYDAY ! every single day , you and abah will motivate me about the exams , the scholarship the EVERYTHING =.= well , i know its for my own good and in fact i've craved it in my heart so whenever i feel that i'm going to give up , i'll always recall on what you've said and start thinking on why i've held on so long . but your motivation is enduring and i can't stand it . everyday i'll listen to the same thing all over again and it goes on and on and on . sometimes i feel like i just want to walk away but your my parents and i don't want to be disrespectful . so i guess eventhough i'm reluctant on being motivated , i just need to accept it . .
today , i've spent almost 4 hours on my homework . . a new record yeaahhh :) and i've also packed some of my clothes already . eager to go back to school , fatin ? yeaa kind of :D all i wish for next year is :
2012 , i wish you to be a problematic year so that i'll know who i really am in the worst moments in my present life and i'll treasure you FOREVER :)
sweet huh ? yeaahh , i know i'm kinda lovely HAHA XD today i was introduced to an anime entitled La Corda D'oro Primo Passoby harith aswad :) it's a very beautiful anime and i really like it . thankss buddy ! after i watched some of the episodes in youtube , i stumbled across a video of Sungha Jung . have you heard of him ? he's awesome ! and he's a CUTIE :) he's real good on playing guitar! don't believe me ? watch for yourself :)
cute ? i've told you so :) if there's really a fairy in this world and if i can make my 3 wishes come true , i would surely wish for Sungha Jung to be my boyfie HAHA :Dhe's known as the "Fingerstyle Guitarist". why ? can't you see how he played that song ? he used all of his fingers man ! and how many people on this very Earth can do that ? not many right ? i've always admire those who can play guitar but i'm not into guitar so much , i'm more into piano . to me piano gives out graceful melody and i really wish that someday , i can learn how to play piano :)
actually , when i was typing all these stories of mine just to be posted in my not-so-pretty blog here , i was playing my playlist songs and suddenly i came across this incredible song , The Distance from Hot Chelle Rae . i looovvvee this song so much . never heard of this song ? come on , open a new tab , click on youtube and listen to it ! you'll never regret it . . Hot Chelle Rae is an incredible band with a HOT vocalist , haha :D so if you got a friend that is a fanatic of HCR like i do , you'll know why your friend like HCR so much :)
