everything is miserable right now , I'M miserable . i don't know what to do , what to say , i'm just done . usually , i'll sign in my facebook account and have fun with my friends , but today when i signed in , i felt empty and it was awkward . so , i listened to Lindsey Stirling . it was amazing and it really moved me and i felt a lot better because it really did washed away all my  melancholy . it was really helpful , thanks danny :)

however , it lasted only a while . so , i watched "Cyberbully" in youtube just to keep my mind off things . i know it was on tv3 this morning but i missed it so i watched it in youtube instead . and it was good , i was so engrossed in the movie until i forgot all the homework that i should've been doing . there was a time when i felt like crying because it was really sad being stabbed in the back especially when the backstabber is our best friend . yeaahh , it was really an interesting movie .

hhmmmpp , i'm not in the mood =.= why am i like this ? i still can't get over you . i've said sorry right ? which is better than saying nothing . i know forgiving ain't easy , i've been in a situation before and i know how it feels . but if "go away" is your reply for my "hello" ? then , i'll keep a distance . yeahh , i won't bother you if you don't want me to . 

so let's pick another topic . okayy , school reopens on 3rd which is 6 days from now , or is it 5 days ? naaaahhhh , why am i talking about school now ? who cares about school =.=  but i guess , i'll be saying goodbye to facebook and online games a little bit earlier this year . because i think there's nothing left for me in facebook and with ........ still mad at me , i don't think i'll have much fun on facebook because truthfully i'm have some kind of trouble on being sociable when it comes to social network . because most of the time , i don't know what to say , or what to reply or how to be humourous . why ? because i'm a boring person . yeahh simple as that . i can be very talkative when meeting but when it comes to cyber , i think i'm more solitary , always keep things to myself . in cyber , its just gonna be you , me and the things that we're gonna talk about regardless if other friends are joining the party . but in real life , real situation , there are many things that can be brought up to a conversation such as our environment or the people around us . for instance , their attitude , clothing and so much more . so , i'm more into talking than chatting . because to me talking feels real , i can really see or notice other's expressions by their faces and voices . but chatting ? sometimes , we think that its okay to say things but it happens to hurt the person . know what i mean ? hmmmpp , if you don't well , it doesnt matter because its not important anywayy .. 

so i guess for the next 6 days before school starts , i'll just going to keep myself to my homework . and my blog too , of course i'm not going to leave you bloggy :)  so facebook ? i think goodbye is the best thing to say , next year is a big year for every single person who was born on 1997 just like me ,  so i don't think that i'll be able to online much , with my parents keeping their eyes very very close on me .

Mr. Winston Churchill , that is very true and i cannot agree more . yesterday , for instance was a wake up call for me to change my attitude to be a better person . to be a person who thinks about other people's feelings . To err is human . which means , it is human's nature to make mistakes . so i'll try my best to change and learn for my mistakes .