just after 00.00 , i had such a DISASTROUS moment which was on a brand new year =.= i hate 1st of january 2012 ! i know , i've published a post before stating that i wish 2012 will be a problematic year but i didn't thought that on the very first minute of 2012 , i'd be walking into a dragon's mouth which the dragon's name is PROBLEM ! 

oh yeaaahhh ! from this day onwards , i'm gonna keep that on my mind always . .you guys must be wondering what happened to me right ? and then you'll recalled on what you did on the first minute of 2012 . some of you might post in facebook / blogger saying "happy new year blablabla" or "i'm sorry for my mistakes blablabla" or text your family and friends just to wish them a happy new year or even do nothing . well , actually i had a fight with someone . i even cried because of it =.=  no , i'm not gonna tell you what happened between us or why we're fighting . well , its not a thing that i would share to everyone okayy ? and it is just not nice to write bad things about someone online . even if you hate a person so much , it shouldn't be an excuse and that's just from my opinion . .

okayy , today's hot topic is New Year . on the last day of every year , many people will gather at Dataran Merdeka , to celebrate a new year . and also , most people will celebrate it by wishing others . there is one thing playing in my mind right now : why do we even celebrate new year ? i just don't get it =.= it's not necessary . some would even waste their money on petrol , snacks , kredit just to wish or celebrate new year . i know some would say that its just for fun or its because you have nothing to do so , wishing a happy new year seems like a good escape for you from your boredom . you might be thinking , how did i know that ? haha , well its common you know :) but if you still don't get it , "its common you know" means : you're just to slow to realize . no hard feelings okayy haha :D

i am still working on my homework . 2 more days to go to school , and my homework is still not finished . i am so dead =.= today , i've spent most of my time on my homework ! ohh how much i missed my leisure time . i can't even spare a second to drink . if suddenly , the little heart of yours voiced out "how come i can spare some time for my blogger when i can't even spare a second to drink?" or "she is so lying" , well i'm blogging because i've gave up on continuing my homework so what i'm trying to imply , is actually the truth okayy ? now is 0152 and i'm still not sleepy . and also , i guess i'm not going to sleep today . i'm going to finish my homework . i don't care ! 

if you have a blog , have you ever read the posts that you've published ? just simply because you wanted to read what you've written ? well , i've done that for a million times and i'm starting to feel that my english sucks =.= i don't know why . . i admired this one guy , he's my best friend . i don't admire him because i like him or something like that but its actually because of his english . he's good ! i envy him =.= 

i have the feeling that i'm starting to bore you , am i ? i know , this time my post is not interesting . i just don't know what to write . my mind is so occupied with my homework so i guess there is just no space for other things .