love is friendship set on fire

-jeremy iron

i was going through friendship quotes on google when i found this . well , it kinda give me some inspiration on writing so i guess here it goes . 

it has been 4 days since i left school . God ! just 4 days ? i felt like it has been almost a month now .. well i guess sitting at home with nothing to do makes every second last FOREVER ==" i don't know why every time i crash into bed , you'll be the first thing on my mind . when i log into my facebook account , your name will be the first one i'll search in the online chat list . boy , i hate it when you make my life so miserable by thinking about you like what , all the time ? i mean man , just give it a break , get OUT of my head can ya ? but hey , you know what , i am so grateful we did not move forward . take nothing seriously , be cool and yeah be friends . close friends i guess haha :D so this post is more likely about you *tuuttt :) there was this one time when i think twice , i think we have made the right choice by being just friends . and that quote up there polishes up my glass and made every thing much clearer . 

friendships always end in love , but love never ends in friendships . 

well that is another one . to me , having a serious relationship is a burden . why do i say that ? well you know , it is somewhat complicated . for example if a girl is spending her time with another boy for just being friends , her boyfriend will get jealous and they'll fight over it . or if the boy forgets his promise for the girl , the girl would likely sulk and be angry . okay , to be much clearer , i don't really favour having a relationship because two people would fight over small and unnecessary things which friends would not care much about it . being just friends is much more easier , much more fun . friends can talk shit , share just everything without even care about sharing things that most couple call it as "sensitive" . know what i mean ? 

and Hitam , you know what , being this way with you makes it a lot easier because look at us , we don't text during the holidays , you rarely online and when you do we actually have nothing to talk about , we don't post on each others wall just to show that we still exist , we are just plainly being invisible and yet , i feel neutral . neutral ? is that the right word ? i don't know uh well screw it :3 of course there are times when i would online for like forever just because i was waiting for you to online and also checking up on my phone waiting for it to beep even though i know it won't because you don't have any credit to text me and you won't buy one because you're mom did not allow you to . i am living with it and as i am aware of , i am surprisingly have the least concern about contacting you . sometimes when i think about it again , i feel like you feel the same . and in better or worse , it makes every thing much more easier . friendship is what makes it all easy :)

but there is just one thing , 

i kept thinking about you for every second of my life , and i am hoping that you are having the same disease :)

can't wait to see you in two weeks time , i'll be waiting for sunday night prep :)

-agihlan raminaidu