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fatin nurul hamizah yusman

i live my life the way i am . sometimes it doesn't turn out the way i want it to be because not all the things we want , we'll get . and not all the things we don't want , we don't get . as time passes by , maybe we'll forget things and new experiences will take place in our hearts but must we always remember that we are the Mayor of our own life . draw it well , make it beautiful because life provides chances for us to make ourselves a better person with better future :]

i am what i am now as i was what i was then ,.

pieces of me .
Saturday, April 14, 2012 @ 10:52 AM


this may be my last post before going back to school tomorrow . i had a magnificent dinner at nagomi shabu shabu and shushi bar which my family and i were celebrating my mother's birthday . love you mum :)

dear blog ,

i never thought it would be like this . i never knew that truth would crush me . it didn't hurt but i was disappointed . all this while i thought there would be something going on but now i know that i thought wrong . all the days , the words , the texts were too sincere and all of it were WRONG .

WRONG !

that word echoed in my mind . keep replaying , replaying and replaying . now i have made up my mind . i know i cannot undo all the things i have done but at least i could stop . stop from doing something so wrong :( fatin , it's easier said than done . yes , i am aware of that but i'm going to walk my talk . DEFINITELY ! why ? because i just cannot go around , acting , texting that its normal to me . well it is actually normal to me but hopes hold me back . hopes that were too sacred , too sincere and those hopes were also wrong . but its okay and its alright . i have made my choice and i know its the best for me . for you . 

as much i'd hate to admit it , i wish that there would be a piece of me , a piece of those sincerity of me that matters to you .

for you matter to me .